it does suck. but i've come to accept it. i duno you seem happier too. i love that you're happier. i love that you just seem i duno in your element. i know you don't feel so much that you are, but i guess i see it that way. i definitely saw the hawtest car that i want to own today also. the honda civic si.it will be serious sexxxx. im not even kidding. i also have a really awesome new cell fone. (finally) the number's still the same. even though we don't really call much anymore. but still. just in case. and ahhh it's alltel but at least my fone won't drop it's calls anymore. it's a great feeling it honestly is. but how are you?